I feel

like i don't know who i am anymore. I feel like i'm not as happy as i could be. I'm surrounded by those who love me, and yet i feel so alone. Lately i have no idea who i'm supposed to be with or what i'm supposed to be doing in my life. I'm just...lost. I can't handle feeling this way. I don't know what i'm supposed to do to fix these feelings. I am scared to go to anyone with these feelings. But keeping them to myself makes me feel as if i'm slowly drowning. I've got to do something before i run out of air or i will end up drowning.